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I’m not gonna lie, I get jealous.
I get jealous of the fact that I can hear my roommate giggling and laughing with her boyfriend in the next room, while I lay in bed at night watching the same 36sec video over and over again so I can hear his voice.
I’m not gonna lie, I get jealous.
I get jealous of the fact that my best friend complains when her boyfriend won’t reply to her snap chat within an hour and I only get one letter a week from him, if I’m lucky.
I’m not gonna lie, I get jealous.
I get jealous of the girls whose boyfriends’ work 9-5 jobs and have a less than 0% chance of ever being in the line of fire and his job has him on the front lines everyday for long periods of time throughout the year.
I’m not gonna lie, I get jealous.
I get jealous of the girls who get to wake up every morning with the love of their life, holding them softly.
I get jealous of those big moments that we used to share before this life. Before distance had to become an enemy that I fight with every second of every day. Before a white envelope in my PO Box could bring the brightest smile to my face. Before the words “I Love You” became a promise to overcome the challenges that lie between us.
This jealousy is just one of them. One day soon, I’ll get to see his hazel eyes staring back at me as I sit in the passenger seat of his Pontiac GT.
One day soon, miles away will become inches away and in that moment, this distance and missing him, will all be worth it.